I think this might end up being kind of silly.

I have changed a lot over the years. And change is a good thing (especially in my case).

I think I'm a lot more girly than I thought I was. And there's nothing wrong with that. But I thought there was for a time of my life. I call that my awkward years...like...16-17 1/2. I was just kind of weird.
I found all my cosmetology books a couple of weeks ago, and as I was going through journals and things, trying to get rid of stuff so I wouldn't have so much to pack and move when it comes to it, I found all my fashion designs and make up sketches and studies and wow. I totally forgot that I wanted to be a fashion designer for a while. It was always something in design though - artwork, fashion, hairstyling, architecture, graphic design, set design. Those were the things I liked to do. But I never studied enough at any of them to actually do them, which is perfectly fine with me now. It's just funny. Especially the fashion design and cosmetology one. But that's only because so many people know me as the girl who just doesn't care about that kind of stuff. Maybe. But I'm still girly (coughvaincough)enough to like to dress up and look nice and play around with make up, maybe wax someones eyebrows once in a while. And I know about make up, which is even weirder. Because I don't think I'd actually let on to it before. haha. I just don't wear anything but foundation now because I don't want to buy anything else. Or spend time on it. Apparently I'd rather blog.
Plus, foundation is pretty much the only make-up that your skin actually benefits from. I think. Don't take my word on that. ha.

I'm just silly.

I had some point to all of this? No. I was just thinking. I'm pretty sure you don't get worse looking once you hit like 24 or so though. I mean, that can happen to you at ANY time in your life. But, I'm planning on 37 being my peak year. At least. I mean, sure this stuff is NOT the most important thing, don't get me wrong. But there's no reason to just not care.
I'm not going to stop working out just because I'm "that age," or just wear sweats all the time because I have no one to impress. I want to look as nice as I can for my husband. And then when I'm 40 I'll have beautiful daughters who can be pretty for me. Not that I'm anything special anyway. Really, I think of myself as pretty plain. Which is fine with me.

haha, I have no idea what I'm even talking about anymore! I need to go to work.

-rebecca